CONGRATULATIONS to manny and ha! yay little Ethan Ly Andrada has finally blessed us with his presence June 5th 1133pm. We are so happy for them brings back all of our memories just five months ago with katelyn. ha and i had almost the same birthing experience wierd! but i'm so happy that everything turned out perfect and that him and her are A OK! funny how lives change from one day to the next...

gosh i swear i'm so inconsistent with this darn thing i wish i had more time to document my day to day life and thoughts but i try...well life has been good my girl is now 5 months old how crazy is that?!? man i remember when she couldn't fit in a lot of her clothes. and now she could barely fit in a lot of her clothes haha so friggin' cute.

So i went to puerto nuevo or to be exact plaza del mar which is like 10 min. away this past weekend just me myself and i left the fam bam at home. so so sad but very happy to see them when i got home but this was a long awaited vacation that was very much needed! i went for my girl em's bachelorrete party yay! first time ever driving into mexico. lived in san diego for 20+ years never even stepped foot into TJ (damn crazy ass drivers!) hmmm...massages, lobster, margaritas, sound of the ocean when you wake up it was a great time lots of new memories and lots of new stories to tell! Can't wait for the next vacay!

aaaggghhh!!!... shots SUCK! If you didn't know that all ready.

My poor katelyn had her 2 month shots yesterday thank GOD that she didn't get a fever or had any severe adverse reactions other than extra fussiness. So all day if she wasn't sleeping she was crying. poor girl i would be crying too if i had FOUR shots put into my thighs you should've seen her face. it was horrible so sad  she was crying so hard that you know when you've cried so hard she started doing the deep breaths while she was taking her nap. aww...but man first time last night she slept from 830 pm to 700 am awesome! I'm sure it was because of her long day yesterday though. we'll see tonight!   haha but you should've seen me i was a mess when we entered the parking lot i felt so sick and anxious! glad that's done until she turns four months and we get to do it all over again.

Birth: 7lbs 14oz  19 1/2 in long

2 months: 12 lbs 5 oz  22 1/2 in long  WOW!!!

haaaa..... one month in review how time surely flies when your having fun! It's unbelievable the crazy month i've had the things that you take for granted like sleep and time for yourself has never meant as much when these things have now become a luxury. The word of the month: TIRED you find yourself falling asleep during movies, shows, conversations haha but you learn to adjust and just deal! When people tell you enjoy it now because they grow up so fast it's so true! They do grow up so fast and before you know it weeks have flown by and you wonder what the hell just happened. Times you wonder how the hell do people have more children when ONE is so hard! Craziness!

February 11

Well the other day Randy and I finally were able to go out and have alone time together to a nice restaurant on Harbor Drive. Beautiful. 2 years ago he proposed to the day...aahh after 7 years he still makes me smile

oh man... how has life been since i've been pregnant? Tired, moody, emotional, anxious, excited... all of those things all wrapped up in a ball! Can't even imagine it has all ready been 9 months and all the waiting and all the anticipation has finally arrived! 2 more weeks and i will be a mommy. Randy will be a daddy and our parents will have there first granddaughter! crazy! how things happen. Everyday every contraction every kick i wonder "ohmigod is this it?" is this the day? all that built up emotions can get the best of you! Being pregnant is seriously a roller coaster from the time you start to not fit in your own  pants indenial almost that you have to go to the store to get dreaded maternity clothes is someways sad but happy to know you now have an excuse to have a big belly haha! the morning sickness kept me close to home and close to the bathroom and just being plain lazy! To the beginning of the first "flutters" which then turns into little kicks is such an amazing feeling to know that there is something living inside you that will be waiting for you to take care of them and nurture them it's beyond words. Randy and I have the best support system anyone can ask for! To finally be happy in life is such a huge accomplishment some will never reach. It has been a big year for us buying our first condo, having our first baby and having our first one year anniversary! Good things come in threes i guess. A lot of firsts this year...good and bad... thankful everyday for all that we have been blessed with in life and you know those times that may seem dark and bleak there is always a life lesson you learn in the end of all the bullsh*t DRAMA life lessons that you will hold close to you because you never want that to happen again you learn from your mistakes and you may regret them in the end but also you learn about yourself and more so about other people in your life, how some are just not the types of people you thought they were... this does sadden me only because i wish it could have been different but i know one thing can change everything! I hope to go in life with no regrets and look back and say everything happens for a reason but it will take time to mend wounds but i thank you GOD that you are there to lead us to what is right for US not for what everyone around us says...because you know what? in the end who are you there to make happy? yourself or the people around you that will probably talk sh*t behind your back anyways once you've made a mistake. Being content is something i hope to achieve in this lifetime and i am excited to share them with my loves they are who keep me sane and back down to mommy land for that i thank you .